i’m not sad
but the boys who are looking for sad girls always find me. i’m not a girl anymore and i’m not sad anymore. you want me to be a tragic backdrop so that you can appear to be illuminated, so that people can say ‘wow, isn’t he so terribly brave to love a girl who is so obviously sad?’ you think i’ll be the dark sky so you can be the star? i’ll swallow you whole.
“Dear Universe, Please teach me how to be kinder to myself How to love myself and not be bitter about my broken heart Please remind me that I am enough that my medicine is in each and every one of my thoughts You know that I have walked a million roads but I am still here focused on the sun my tongue filled with stories about battles lost and won Please teach me how to exhale this fear from my spirit remind me that I walk in light That thou all is dark I should trust that the heavens will open up and will find home in my body and god in my eyes”
-Yosimar (via newancient)
© Nakeya B.
that whole making me look cooler than i really am thing? she did it again.